Sometimes I wish he woulda ran after me & asked me to stay not because I want to stay … Just because he wants me to stay. Its hard to except the fact that he actually accepted the fact that I’ve left… but since he did I’m guessing I have to also accept that fact. I mean I know I’m right , you don’t treat a girl like that , you don’t tell her that you love her & than have several of girls on the side & with those girls you say and do the same things that you do with the one that you love. Was I soppouse to stay and get use to that way of life? or I’m I soppouse to give up on him and leave what we had? All I know is one thing & that is that he always kept a smile on my face , even when I was mad I couldn’t stay mad for long … He just has this thing about him that I can’t really explain. He was different and carried himself very different from others. We just disagreed on one thing and that’s what brought us to the end of the road. I didn’t see it coming , It came to soon like I said I loved every moment of our relationship. I don’t hate you & I’m not mad at you anymore I just think we met to young … maybe we can try some other time ?